Oh wow…

(Warning. Attempt by an INTJ to understand own feelings follows.)
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So I am back at school. Classes begin on Monday. I have a swamp of college stuff I have to get done soon; that stuff is some really intense work. I’m running cross country again (and really feeling the soreness). I’m kind of waiting for more of my buddies to get back, and I’m bored. I want to get my coding projects done, but I’m not in the right state of mind that got me writing all that code last week. I need to get in touch with a bunch of people, but that just intimidates me. So, with all of this stress and worry, I feel happy, in a sort of crazy, excited way. Why?
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Well, I should probably work on some backup stuff later, before I go to bed. Maybe that will help.